Confused !!!

Dont beat me after reading it .. Coz I myself dnt knw in wat state of mind I wrote it.. But Still deep in my heart I feel it to be very true. Just read and give ur opinions ...




Night is at its peak, all brimmed with silence,
I am looking out the window, my eyes so dense;
Thinking of all shattered dreams, I could not attain,
Slowly I closed my eyes, no courage to dream again;

A few moments pass, I transcend into an another era,
The place seems unknown, though I see a few known faces;
Suddenly, I see myself at crossroads, perplexed & confused,
Which road should I take, Which one should I leave,

A bell rings, people start running here and there,
They are all tired, hurt but seem to stop nowhere;
I look below, see gold, silver scattered on the floor,
Its then I realize, their aim is to collect more and more;

Less was always less, but has ever more seemed more?
I got more and more, But it always seemed a little less,
I had a million, but then I aspire for the Billion,
Now when I have the billion, shouldn't I go for a Trillion?

The night has passed by, morning is knocking my door,
I wake up with a smile, tears are not there anymore;
My dreams showed me the path I never realized in my senses,
I got all my answers, still there remains a few questions,

Why am I hell bent on letting life go out the life?
Is just breathing day and night  all about being alive?
In the hurry to reach somewhere, madness to touch the skies,
Murdered the smile of my lips, killed the tears of my eyes.